Twenty something.

A Collection of Thoughts

Don’t you feel sad

when you read a book or the book series,
the words depicting the characters’ emotions and pains are so spot on that your tears fall onto the pages involuntarily

or

when you watch a movie, a series or even an anime, you learn how each characters meet, their pasts, their laughters, laughing with the funny scenes and then witnessing their struggles. You watch them grow, you feel their pain and got angry when they are fuming. Then the story ends with words reflecting the past, the present and the future. Somehow, you feel emotionally connected, attached and so personal that it just breaks your heart?

I don’t know if it’s me who can’t accept a journey, a story, a life, to end like that. Even if it’s a happy ending. Or the depressed thoughts of moving on? Or the fact the future is still unwritten, unpredictable and scarily enough, unknown.


nxaxmxix

I’m sorry for the frequent updates about the recent event. I am not from there but I know people who have relatives from there.

Kinda personal and heartbreaking.

wicked-kiss:

What happened to America on 9/11 happens to Palestine 24/7

findingallah:

Ya Allah please help those in Gaza before you help me. Please answers their prayers before you tend to mine.

shadowwraiths:

This man is the leading anaesthetist in Norway. He travels to Gaza every time the Israeli forces brutally bombard Gaza to treat injured women and children for free. This man is a true hero and a shining example of what compassion looks like.

shadowwraiths:

This man is the leading anaesthetist in Norway. He travels to Gaza every time the Israeli forces brutally bombard Gaza to treat injured women and children for free. This man is a true hero and a shining example of what compassion looks like.

do you remember the first time you were called annoying?
how your breath stopped short in your chest
the way the light drained from your eyes, though you knew your cheeks were ablaze
the way your throat tightened as you tried to form an argument that got lost on your tongue.
your eyes never left the floor that day.
you were 13.

you’re 20 now, and i still see the light fade from your eyes when you talk about your interests for “too long,”
apologies littering every other sentence,
words trailing off a cliff you haven’t jumped from in 7 years.
i could listen to you forever, though i know speaking for more than 3 uninterrupted minutes makes you anxious.
all i want you to know is that you deserve to be heard
for 3 minutes
for 10 minutes
for 2 hours
forever.

there will be people who cannot handle your grace, your beauty, your wisdom, your heart;
mostly because they can’t handle their own.

but you will never be
and have never been
“too much.”

Tyler Ford 

(via rookiekid)

this hit soooooooo close to home jesus

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im not crying what

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(Source: tylerthelatteboy, via golddustheaven)

Okay so maybe English isn’t really my first language. However, that kinda gives me an edge to notice something.

"You stopped by Paula’s?"
ByPaula
BIPOLAR?

Hey Aria, are you one btw?

  • therapist: do you feel loved by anyone?
  • me: drake